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Better Tomorrow

by ~Neongurl1999, Apr 23, 2013, 6:04:14 PM
Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Urban & Spoken Word

One after the other
They all fell down
To slaughter and smother
The people around

Without a clue
They lived like they would
But once they knew
None of the buildings stood

To believe this had all happened
In just a second
For many have been saddened
All because of a dangerous weapon

Lives have been lost
And many on the verge
By those whose hearts are covered by frost
Revenge will be the urge

To live in peace
Is it much too great?
A simple crease
In life, will set ones fate

Losing loved ones
And having to bear the pain
To fight with guns
And bury the slain

Where the dead lay
Many come and weep
They kneel and pray
In their hearts, they will keep

The good and the bad
The people will live for a better tomorrow
No longer being sad
And without sorrow

Will the others feel guilty?
For what they have done
Maybe not so quickly
But surely, the shame will weigh a ton

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Better TomorrowOne after the other
They all fell down
To slaughter and smother
The people around

Without a clue
They lived like they would
But once they knew
None of the buildings stood

To believe this had all happened
In just a second
For many have been saddened
All because of a dangerous weapon

Lives have been lost
And many on the verge
By those whose hearts are covered by frost
Revenge will be the urge

To live in peace
Is it much too great?
A simple crease
In life, will set ones fate

Losing loved ones
And having to bear the pain
To fight with guns
And bury the slain

Where the dead lay
Many come and weep
They kneel and pray
In their hearts, they wilBetter Tomorrow by ~Neongurl1999

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“Erza is going to kill me!” thought the salmon-haired teen as he zoomed past strangers.
The sound of whistles could be heard throughout the city. The boy stopped abruptly and looked down at his attire. An orange jumpsuit was fitted on his body, but you could hardly tell because of the dark coal dust covering it. This was the required outfit for his work, coal mining. He was assigned to underground mining while his best friend/rival, Gray, had been assigned to surface mining. Life was rough now than it had been a century ago. Another whistle broke the teen out of his thoughts and as soon as he realized that he had just been standing there, he cursed and dashed towards his destination.
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“Natsu! You’re late!” bellowed a raven-haired teen, wearing the exact outfit as Natsu.
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Imagine this...

You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You're just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time.

A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don't answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you're asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She's screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that "Mommy is crying and sissy won't wake up."

Your dad runs to your room. He looks at your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, what's going on, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other, crying.

The next day at school, there's an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too hard on you. Those mean popular girls, they think of all the things they've said to you. That boy that used to tease you and call you names, he can't help but hate himself for never telling you how beautiful you really are. Your ex boyfriend, the one that you told everything to, that broke up with you.. He can't handle it. He breaks down and starts crying, and runs out of the school. Your friends? They're sobbing too, wondering how they could never see that anything was wrong, wishing they could have helped you before it was too late. And your best friend? She's in shock. She can't believe it. She knew what you were going through, but she never thought it would get that bad… Bad enough for you to end it. She can't cry, she can't feel anything. She stands up, walks out of the classroom, and just sinks to the floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out.

It's a few days later, at your funeral. The whole town came. Everyone knew you, that girl with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always there for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk about all the good memories they had with you, there were a lot. Everyone's crying, your little brother still doesn't know you killed yourself, he's too young. Your parents just said you died. It hurts him, a lot. You were his big sister, you were supposed to always be there for him. Your best friend, she stays strong through the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cries and cries and doesn't stop for days.

It's two years later. Most of the kids from school to a counselor/therapist at least once a week. Your teachers all quit their job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now. That boy that used to tease you cuts himself. Your ex boyfriend doesn't know how to love anymore and just sleeps around with girls. Your friends all go into depression. Your best friend? She tried to kill herself. She didn't succeed like you did, but she tried…your brother? He finally found out the truth about your death. He self harms, he cries at night, he does exactly what you did for years leading up to your suicide. Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to distract himself from your death. Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day.

People care.

You may not think so, but they do. Your choices don't just effect you. They effect everyone. Don't end your life, you have so much to live for. Things can't get better if you give up. I'm here for absolutely anyone that needs to talk, no matter who you are.

Even if we've NEVER talked before.

I'm here for you.

It hurts. Things do eventually get better. don't give up.

Copy and paste this as your journal to show people there are people out there that care.

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